When joy is ‘on hold’

Yesterday I took a dear visiting friend on a brisk walk through the temperate woodland just a couple doors down from us, and after we’d looked at the vast vista out over Loch Ken, we proceeded further to the Raider’s Trail and Kirsten’s Bridge over the babbling brook, through the field of blooming thistle, and on to the enchanted loch. The big heron, disturbed by our arrival, flapped away above the trees, but there we sat and enjoyed the stillness.

Until a pebble, tossed with precision into the centre of the tiny loch, repaid the throw with the most perfect concentric rings of ripples that made their way shorewards. Shortly thereafter, a healthy fish breached, with a startling splash, and then all was quiet again.

Lately, a number of lives known to us have been cast into a waiting turmoil, such that any perceived joy feels more like a pretence, a façade, than the real thing. When events take an unprecedented turn and everything is on hold while any news is awaited, it’s so very trying. Just eking our way through the wearisome days is a challenge.

Even more mundane stints of waiting for this or that component of a project can feel stultifying. We want to get up and get on with it. But because of circumstances, we’re forced to sit it out, yearning for fruition, and unable to contemplate the joys of daily life. How much more difficult it must be when life is interrupted by a severe challenge, and those who wait must attempt to console themselves for the duration.

This blog will resume, I hope, with the joys, when the waiting is over, and life, if it can, returns to a sense of normality.

2 responses to “When joy is ‘on hold’”

  1. Hi Larry – thank you for this blog. It does feel like joy is ‘on hold’. I appreciate the perspectives you bring to all the writing you share, and today this really struck me. Joy is on hold, and then when it does sneak in, uninvited, it feels like a guilty pleasure that should be set aside.

    We continue to hope for an ending, some knowing. If we don’t get that, we will need to find our way back to joy and I expect you will help to shine a light on that path.
    Thank you for sharing your talent and insights with us!

    Love from Karla

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  2. Beautifully put by Karla. I too have enjoyed your almost daily musings and already miss reading your insights and love of life. Take care.

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